What did I do to deserve this pain. What sin could possibly warrant all this pain and banishment. There was one that I actually thought that I could trust, that I could love. And when I needed him the most, he just disappears. When I need the sound of another human voice and he doesn't pick up the phone. I know he's home because he just logged off the internet. Why does he just disapper on me. He knew I was hurt, he knew that I needed help, and he just disappears, why? Why can't I have happines...Why won't anyone hold me. Why won't anyone talk to me. I need to love, I need to be loved, but they won't let me. They just keep stabbing me, the laugh at my blood. They ignore the tears, or maybe the bathe in them. What could I have done to deserve all this. Can someone answer that for me?