I am offically free! Today me and Jack mutally split, its something that should have happened a long time ago but I couldn't stand the thought of hurting him, and he was just too obsessed with me. So today I kind of manipulated the situation and pushed him into believing that this relationship can't work. Which is probably can't because I won't kill what I am, and he ignores half of me. So, here I am single, and no longer have to feel remorse for half my actions. I wish I was 21 with a car, I would celebrate, go out and flirt with anything that moves, male female, demon, don't matter to me. I want to get lost in the night, and now I can without remorse. But, as Daniel said I must be careful not to get myself in trouble. I seem to be good and getting into trouble. On another note, my mom and her boyfriend are getting really close which makes me happy. Its almost like having a father. He taught me how to replace all the inner workings of a lamp and I think is going to show me how to replace bathroom faucets this weekend. Oh, and he is pushing me to get a job like a responsible male role model. We were driving around when he saw that a local resturant was hiring at the door he drops me to get an application. It's sweet. And he is so good to my mom, all chivilarous always opening every door for her and me. He's coming over tonight so my mom should be happy. Well okay I think I've talked enough need to go find what picture I want to put up.