I sit here and realize that its been nine months since the last time that i updated my diary. I've left comments on other pages, but that doesn't really count. My 23rd birthday was a couple of days ago, and it has saddened me a bit. Not one of my Family was there to celebrate it with me. I'm getting old alone. Atleast I have my Pyriel, and please don't anyone argue with me. He is who he is. My Fire, My Dragon, My Angel, My Pyriel. If anyone is still out there, just scream. I love of all you as I always have. and in closing I still miss her, if anyone has any idea how i can relay that message to her, I miss her and I am so sorry. the pain burns my heart.