Shit has happened since I originally left for school this year, too much shit. Archangel is now accusing me of lies, I am not sure what he believes that I lied about, and I wonder if it's worth it to even find out. All I ever wanted to do was to pull this family back together. Perhaps I am just holding on to the past, but there was a time when we actually could see happiness. And now I am back in KC for quite a while and it seemed like a good time to make my move. No one else would stand up to lead this family so I will. Except everyone is so worried with thier own petty arguments to see the light. I told Raksha this was a bad idea but he just told me to embrace the rage, that it would lead me to the place I need to be. Now I fear I will not even be able to protect Kisstar, my true goal in all of this. I am away from Jack for goddess only knows how long. Perhaps my wish to go back will be fulfilled or perhaps I shall lose him forever. I would give anything to be back in his arms right now, anything. But, his parents hate me, Angie's parents hate me (atleast her mother does I don't know about her father). Everything I thought I could count on is being lost. How could a couple of months change everything so much? I guess I keep asking you all of that so much, but I still haven't gotten an answer. And David I challenged you in an effort to protect Angie, and because so one needs to teach you that you are not a god. And yes I am happy that it say Sold across the pic, thats how I feel right now, that I've been sold out by everyone I thought was a friend. So alone I shall venture and try to find a way to bring it all back. I wish Jack was here, and I wish that he understood. I love you my angel.