LaLaLa

I haven't posted an entry in a very very long time, so here I am sitting on the eve of Halloween thinking that I should probably say a few words. Don't know what about, but I can't exactly just leave you all in limbo. I have a new job, still working retail, but working somewhere a bit snobbier, atleat it pays more. I miss everyone, more and more each day, but I muddle through. I wonder if anyone has been missing my poetry, just in case heres a little taste of something I wrote not to long ago. A hand in the dark Straining, squinting To see through this illusion Fearing That this ledge Is crumbling Another tumbling Falling angel Wings lost to sin Stained by betrayal Lost in dreams Fantasies Those haunting illusions I seek to escape But have I become blind Are you real Will this hand Keep mine Suffocating On indecision Drowning In memories Of strings uncut A puppet suspended By silver threads Gilded cages That once held doves Dedicated to a Lady Bleed by the new Religion And I sink No desire to rise That hand it stays Held by nightmares OR true salvation Anyways, I am not sure what I should say. Just kind of bored right now and wishing I had something to do tomorrow night, but it looks like I shall just be handing out candy. I guess that isn't such a bad thing, give me a chance to corrupt the minds of our youth. I just wish that certain people would call me sometimes. Anywas I guess I am off for now.
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11.5.04//10:00am

wow....i really like the pictures you have in your diary....dont mind me.. lol im just really weird...
awesome diary....
-mel