well. i told josh that i liked keiran.. heres a bit of our convo. Me:hey can i tell you something? Josh:sure Me:promise not to say anything? Josh:i promise not to say anything Me:i like kieran lol Josh:u do Me:yea Josh:u know wat he told me today Me:? Josh:yesterday i mean Me:what? Josh:that he liked u for like a day i think wen u guys first met Josh:srry if i burst your bubble Me:np i dont care. Josh:i am not sure if he likesu now Me:i dont think he does. Josh:ya never know Josh:but sum girls ere talkin to us after u guys left and they gave us there #'s nad i guess one of them calle dhim adn told him that she liked him adn he said that he liked her to Josh:thats all i heard Me:ohh ok Josh:srry me:lol i dont care. But you know, of course I do care. But i just try not to let it get to me. Here's another quote from our convo: me:never had any of the people i like like me back so i dont expect to anytime soon. and another: Josh:i thot maybe since pilate is comin to calgary again and i am gettin tickets id take her and m,aybe u guys could go too Me:i think shes already getting tickets. Josh:i knew she would Josh:for all u guys Me:i would come if i liked pilate lol.. or if you gave me a good reason to come lol. Josh:well wat if kieran was comin Me:i might then, if i am not pissed by then, i dont do anything to be around people i like. i think id rather stay home and cry about it then be around someone who doesnt like me back. see. well. boys are gay. Hah. Oh, Amanda, you're like, the only one who reads my diary, I love you :)