I have realise a lot of things since.. I dont know. Since whenever. And they made me feel ALOT better. Okay well today was EXCELLENT. I don't know why but it was just really good. I didn't know hardly anything on the test though, and neither did anyone else.. okay.. heres a good quote Steph:"Do we need calculators?" Kevin:"Why the hell would you need a calculator for a social test?" Steph:"I dont know.. to calculate distances!" Kevin: "What distances?" Steph: "The distance between a market economy and a command economy! I dont know!" Hahahah she's so funny. But i asked if we needed calc's a little while before her.. so I see where she's coming from haha. In construction I was raped by matt... okay fine not raped, but attacked, he was all touching me and stuff then wanted a hug.. so i give him one and he corners me and.. yea. It was funny. Then mitch gave me his cell number when I didnt even ask.. yay. I enjoy him so much. I don't know why. He forgot to tell me his story today :( Maybe it was cause I was too busy getting raped by matt. KELLY'S MOOVVVINNG...NOOO *CRY* Oh geez something pissed me off soooo bad. When we were in advisor Shelby said "Tessa, the stuff you wright in your diary, do you just copy it from somewhere?" Now this pissed me off so unbeleivably bad. Why the FUCK would I copy someone elses feelings and thoughts? Hellooo it IS possible for me to be a good writer! She hasnt seen any of my poetry. What she said was such an insult. but whatever, I won't let that get to me. I just read her entry too.. okay here's my reply to it "Kristen and I argue because we like to, we can argue about whatever we want, and if you don't like it then move away. And no. I don't give second chances. Once I've lost trust in someone it doesn't come back. Kristen also lost a tiny bit of my trust that day. But only a bit because I know she didnt know. And there are only certain people I tell things to. People I have never fought with, people who have always been my friend. I don't tell everyone everything. I tell my diary most of my stuff. I have a private diary that I put everything in, because I don't want people to see it. I know I could just make a private entry on here but people know my password. So I made another diary. Happy?" Overall, minus that episode, twas an excellent day. Later, Tessa i♥u