They have been suspecting that I like mitch forever! Ok, to clear things up. I don't like him. I may say i do sometime but it's just doubt and I have absolutely not feelings for him wahtsoever. I havent had accual "crush" feelings for someone in an extremely long time. Since last year, it's wierd. And I don't think I will for a long time... sure I may have the occasional dream about someone but that doesnt mean anything. i dont see myself liking anyone any time soon. I seriously dont want to be in a relationship right now cause there are so many other things that come with them and all this crappy stuff. I feel well loved from my friends and I dont need any more...well sure i probably do but I dont want it. do you ever miss having someone to kiss and whatnot? sure I do. but i dont want all those attachments! haha I sound coldhearted..but thats the truth about how I feel now. if anything I would want a FWB. I really dont get how people can be so stubborn. Ok to my friends: dont think this is about you. this is about parents. they really are the most stubborn things ever! hah. they are so unbeleivavly dense in the ways of themselves, seeing that they only want the best for their kids they never remember anything about themselves. they dont even see their own flaws. now, i can see my flaws. but when i get in fights with my mom or dad or whatever i point something out and they deny it. sure we all deny it but they DENY it. they dont even listen. they wont hear it. it pisses me off. ok those are the thoughts for today Later, Tessa