You called me the other night i was clued out yet i was excited. we are so disfunctionial. But when it you all iw ant to is drink up smile with allt he glory inside ive held on to and i know the time i left you i was star strucked. and when you have pictures uploaded on the net of her and you. i dunno if this will break me or save me. here i go with all my thoughts that ive been saving, so here i go. with all my fears weighing on me. i could crash and burn but maybe at the end of this road i might catch a glimpse of me. throught all the hate. i still linger in your bed. I know its never really over. why are you calling she loves you more than i could admit. and yes it been about a year. since i let her have you and all your ways have burned me. All the momnets singing like a drunken fool. Smiles are the only things i could remember.with you i was proud. and all the glory i keep ziplocked inside. heres the thing we started off as friends.a nd it was cool you took the time it wasnt long til i called you mine. Since youve been gone, i always knews..you tryed so hard to think you were the mac daddy. and this a part of me you dont know. overall it makes, me sick all my exes think they know me,cjust cus we dated and thats how i dealt with them at that time. News flash baby you were rebond, i met you wehn i was dating jared and now you think youc an phone me up and use me for al you have inside, but thanks to you i get what i want. when i fuck you all the hate comes out, i hope when your in end with her, you think of me,i dont wish bad things and i dont wish you well. i know all the words you tell her. i bet it sucks to know who iam and your with a plastic pop girl.She may believe you but i never will. and if she really knows the truth, she deserves you.