cus when im with him, im thinking of you. you told me.. go go ahead just go. and as i sit here with him sparkling into his eyes i just turn away and keep it all in. and under my breath i say i love you... as i slip my tongue into his mouth as i realize it wasnt you and now im disgusted with myself. the lessons learned. when im with him i cant stop thinking of you. i think of what you would be doin and how beautiful your eyes are when i see my reflection in them...cus in your eyes id like to stay... When i had you it was everything i wnated, and when i see you now and then.. i get all stupid. and as i sit here all your attention is on her..a nd im through with you. you play your a game. youve made me laugh youve made me cry and you act like your friends when they are jerks. its awkward when im sittin here with you and i wait for a response from you..i just wanna be with the one i know. the biggest thing i hate is that i will always love you and the more i see you and get lost yet now im gettin better each day. out of all of this i just want my best friend back.