every now and then i fall apart and that night was a crash a

Listening to: tori amos-1000 oceans
Feeling: devoted
what i really meant to say is..imsorry for the way i am, i never meant to be so cold.. now that i am here alone living dealing movingout with out you, babe i dont need you..like you always had built up inside your head, i admit i was cold towards you so you finally see i wanted you for you yet i didnt want you to see the fucked up side of me...imsorry in little ways others the true you came out alittle late wheni was wrapped up in your cozy bed living day by day see the hate you had .. i wrapped you up when you couldnt feel a thing warmedup tot he boiling point where you were afriad to getlost in love. but you see i was lonely cold as well and you were never there then i woke up that nite to see you with her that was the night i needed you more than ever. you were the one in the wrong youd ask me if i had another. i needed and wanted you that night, once upon a timei was falling in love but now im falling apart. i loved you ....i was there when youd beat yourself up,hold you and giggle i fall apart everynow and then but that night i saw you with her has haunted me been there..it hurts..
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