i told myself i didnt want to fall to pieces once again,but you see the other day i broke down infront of you,i love you. i never wanted you to see me undone,i dont want to screw you up.never wishing for you to cry in pain...i wanna know how you feel i wanna know everything..i just dont want to fall apart because of you. i know its a lil too late for that.As you hold me tight never letting go i gasp and inhale what is true i love you and you love me. as i wipped your tears from your face i memorized the look that i found in your eyes. something inyour voice make my heart beat faster. if you only knew how alone i was before..how i need someone like you...to save me, I always ran away from those like you.It feels like something right for once i feel whole like a real person. i hate when you get mad at me,for the stupid things i do..you laugh at my precious moments like when i gaze at you and realizing howmuch you care...if you knew how much this moment means to me, nothings ever going tobe the same after you.i never thought i could love again. well today me and jared have beengoing out for 7 months now its awesome he is awesome...i LOVE HIM SO MUCH I HOPE I GET TO BONE HIM TONITE