today i just realized that your my latest mistake and all i want to do is drink some rye. Start smoking like him. i never thought once that youd be one big lie so i sit and think and ask myself did i get this deep when i dont have a clue about you and i have an urge to hold your hand. All I want is to understand i too many things all at once and i have an itch for being with you and wanting. but what is it that i want from you all that you say is just ina moment and i will never repeat it im promise i have cried and cried now i know better i understand what they mean by "Heat Of The Moment"Things maybe believe this year will always evolve and no matter how narrow minded you are things do and will change for the good not always. I just want to understand too mucha nd i have too many questions to ask.. so in time the answers will occur but not all at once nor with a simple blissful answer,