what if i fell in love with you what if fall into another mistake how can someone live on what ifs i care for no reason i shouldnt but i do that just how i am but some how you call me selfish maybe youve been talkin to my mother too much hey can you be alittle ruder i dont think make heart is broken enuf i reach out to my mother AND ALL SHE DOES and has always done is leave me here i hide my emotions cus ive been hurt too many times and im only turning 20 this year. i do have faith i know what i will do and wont do but she will never know me and she doesnt mind..so much hurt inside i wanna cry