hush now.. i hear her coming .. i use to hide from her like in a horror film.. always crying for hope.. she smash in the door and yell scream rip me apart and leave me! and for every mistake i made i get spit on whne will she believe in me.. locked up and all alone.. i come home to be alone i walk through the door.. you stare i try and try i know this isnt a home.. you alway walk away with your hands int eh air,how does this all make you feel. your own children iknow your a liar. you turn off the tv and scream at me. i cant hardly wait! till you go away and then when your gone i miss you cus your my mom i sit here watchin and learning from all your mistakes. i wish i could take back everything i wish i could love you like im suppose to.. i wish you loved me instead of hated me. im lost yet okay..without you i did not steal a thing from you. i love you. but why do you say all the hurtful things to me..and leave me to cry ...you dont deserve the title MOTHER!