I Smile Cause That The Only Thing I Do.

maybe we could of had it all i thought we did then you did what you did and i cant seem to untangle my gut, when your nme is around i get soo oh so sickish feeling in me, i Wonder what is your frame of thinking and when you told me i was beautiful. just befor eyou kissed my mouth what were you thinking, What was i thinking,i smile to keep going in my day and when they mention you i pause and smile and pretend everything perfect. You made me happy and content i felt something inside i thought i lost for good and i wonder why i kissed you soo hard that night, i can remember looking you in the eyes and you understood everything i spoke so why did you not show once again i have this burning intensity inside of me i want to know all the truths that lay upon your head and today was the day i forgot you i hope soon one day you will grow up and realize i was good and you were no good for me thou i looked past it all and wonder if you could be true but i was tryin to hard digging to deep maybe its because im tired of being alone the lonely nights almost killed me.
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Hey! From the sound of your past four or five entries, you sound a little down and kinda hurt. Anything i can do to help? Let me know. -bx