As sit and wish i was somewhere else..i begin to realize that i was fooled and toyed with all along..i that this was something but once again..i was the stupid one..how could i let this happen once again they all warned me..but i just ignored them all.. what am i to do? I scream and kick my feet ..because you drive me insane cant ou see this isnt the real me get a hold of yourself boy..grow up and do more that work and do what mommy tells you to do..be a person who knows what they want and isnt afraid of asking questions...stand up for yourself...