fucked up

Listening to: tori amos-lovesong
Feeling: unimportant
You see you opened me up i never trusted your kind before times i think iam a fool for believing you, im trying to think what made me give it all up? I have nevr felt like this before iam happy when you are around when your gone i feel like i cant go on , i wonder are you really at work, i heard you talking to another girl on the phone ...am i being silly you swore you wouldnt hurt me, but so did the guy who murdered my soul,i love you soo much baby im choking on all my thoughts with or without Togerther: something just isnt right i can feel it inside the truth isnt that far behind me. when im alone i feel so much better when im around you : together it doesnt feel right at all. My hands are stuck in the air im shouting screaming ANSWER ME PLEASE STOP IT I HATE WHEN YOU SAY THOES SAME OLD BORING NON EXCUESED WORDS.I cry at night wishing everything was back to normal,when im around i know i love you but drive me crazy thinking your the right one the smooth one you make me sick when i spill my guts to you and all you say it "i dunno?".what happened to you. I have tryed to talk to you about this...you have changed. you were everything that i wanted we were meant to be. but we lost it. allt his time you were pretending . all i wished for was to have a b/f who wouldnt fake me .how many things do you hide from me i thought i knew you.well enough to say i love you. you mad eme feel like i was the only one thanks for wactching me as i fall.you lost me the first time i noticed you slacking off what is going on. i cant believe i did it again but now im not a virgin...but i still love you,everyone says it you've changed what happened to you you were so sweet you were everything i wanted now your everything i hate...No matter how long i stay with you i know i will always love you, i still love you when you are screaming in my face....
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thats not healthy
[Anonymous]