as sit here and feel the gigles inside me , i start to understand the meaning of my life,Amazed that if you believe in someting one day it will come true,I never thought but i did believe that i deserved a love soo true that i would be even jealous of myself...today i wake with happiness knowing i am in love for now a year i feel alive and im glad im here..I love you with every tear and every hatred fear i love you jared!