I never knew what i was like to be free, ive always been forced to do things id never do, thanks to you i have found, happiness. I dont like to speak the words i do . i dont understand my own mother. i see little girls going to get there nals done or haircut, i see and hear only laughter and happiness.... i never heard that and i had my fisrt haircut in a salon this year. she struggles to keep from gettin away, i cross out her ways and stare very aware...knowledge she always ignores...she hurts me scream at me tellin me m ntohing and i should suffer because we all have. you only suffer if you dont not try. and i will show her one day. i guess the whole "im sooo proud of you" was all talk.