tears screaming out of my eyes pain bursting out of my heart alone is what i feel why am I this way I glow when he is in my reach I love him I keep all the pain away for him I hold my head up high because of him Im sad im hurting always crying but yet iam happy iam happy when she isnt around She put the bitch in me Iam mean because she hurts me i vent out of the blue No one understands what i feel becaus e can't explain it in full detail. Im proud he is here and every where t hodl me up, He is always trying, sometimes i feel like soon he will give up on me, i have gulit for him he is my strength he is the one i smile for, I it wasn't him i dont know what or where i'd be. With these tears i cry for him becasue i wish he understood i scream to feel alive sometimes i loo in the mirror and hate what iam seeing but it hink everyone has that problem too