you all assume im safer with him they dont understand lost in and intersection wishing and wanting to take it all away! i locked myself in my room for 60 days..i thought about what i want to do in life. i want to love but now i hate this love connection...just fuck off go away i dont want anything but a fuck from you this time i will win. My Heart will not need to mend. i want to you love so bad but i cant go out this way. im filled heartach and confusion to you what am i to me you are someone who is afraid! why do you try to make me jealous and how do you think it feels thats mean i wont get jealous..and when you give me shit you just remind..how i hated him for all the things hed yell at me for! i wanted walk away already...