what can i say besides i love you i miss you so much when i go to bed it hurts the most, times get hard ive broken down far too much and you dont give a fuck it hurts so much.. i wish i could just go home...i got asked out and i knew what to do told him to go away i love you and i will forever scar.. but you see your the one who missed out it hurts when all i did was try for you and me..your gone and i should just deal with it it wasn't your looks that caught my eye it was the kindness you betrayed... the sparklein your beautiful eyes. oh how i wish i can hold you now.. i miss you jared and i love you never forget.. i wish you'dread this aqnd understand my hurt tho you dont care..im so lost and hurt i dont know what to do.