iam the way i am because i knew what you were waiting for ..i think your pretending and you dont fool me at alll. you hate me for selfish but you see if i was to consider your feelsings and give you everything then id get hurt even more in the end im not stupid i knwo your kind so yes when you do something nice i think to myself finally and im not going to kiss his ass. you see youve gotten away with too much and now you think thats the real me i think maybe its time to let you know...you could spend all your money on me and id still say. im glad im not your kind of girl. and im not sorry thaT i dont do my hair everyday and so what if i go ou t with pair of pants and a t-shirt you seem to care only on apperiance and with you i tyred so hard i kept my mouthshut for too long now. i wish i told you from the start we shouldnt go0 an further im too broken for someone who isnt going to love me to even touch me like that.