i washed everything away, i have nothing a parent what is that? i sit and wonder as i sip on another glass of this harsh liquid i get hazey over time i forget all i need and want i smile for the good times i cry for the reality of having nothing not even a great friend i let all those take over me and i stand alone/ thinking one day i will amazingly well and i adore those whom will always hurt me i have one friend who left me then came along why i have no clue but he did and will always be cheished