theres not much i said lately that wasnt true so come and take me as i am i will surprise you,i use to sit here witha rotten glow. But dont think i will confess you ask me why i look the other way sending alittle smile your way. You wonder why iam so far away at times its the fear showing through im able to fall for any old fool but you are something new you arent careless and it frightens me to death. You so needy and im not use to any of this..iam my own nightmare youa re here to save me once again another to add to the list iam not proud of but tits there infront of my face.. Dont be so hard me i will find another y ou seem to think your the only one that wants to care care for me is it all an act are playing the old game. A game we both cant win at tho we both feel will wont lose,i dont know what you want from so i just smile and look the other way. I use to walk with a ghost he was my everything and now i can confess he was right we both forced eachother to be there for eachother dont get me wrong i loved him and still do but when i look at me i think back to us and know that it wasnt right and i can talk about it . id ont to be another lover i use to try so hard but with you all i had to do was hang with you and it was so clear you wanted the things i wanted and it was you and me. swim in the ocean see things we havnt seen. feel what we have felt before but not get hurt. you see my problem even when i dont expalin it i wanna be solo but when it comes to you iw ant you here with me,and i cant explain why