Unwanted

by valerie102
Listening to: Bush
Feeling: mellow
Once again (twice this week) I am upset because of someone in my life that always puts me last. You know what? I'm over that. If that person wants to continue being my friend than she can call me and make plans not the other way around. And when she does make plans she can actually show up on time or fuckin call if she's going to be 3 fucking hours late. Anyway, I'm listening to Bush which means I'm either crying or really upset. In this case it is both. I don't know why I expect people to be kind to me. I guess I don't deserve it but I also don't deserve to be treated like a second hand citizen because I'm not "cool" or some shit like that. Maybe I don't want to get shit-faced every weekend or smoke pot everyday. Boo hoo, that doesn't mean that I'm a fuckin nerd. As you can probably guess this entry to directed to one person. We really need to have a conversation or we aren't going to be friends for much longer. But even if we aren't friends we are still cousins so I love you no matter what.
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Listen, sorry I didn't call you back last night. The second I got finished and Shannon told me, we had to roll out. We didn't get back in until almost 2 this morning. So, I'm really sorry. Peace out. I still love ya!
[Anonymous]
* hug *
[Anonymous]
Have no fear, glacierbear and I will give you many, many ass-grabbing, eye-popping hugs to make you feel better. Sound good? It does to me. :P
Meow.
Sure we can talk in person or whatever. I never said ne thign about you not still being mad. But there's nothing really to be upset about, it's done and over with, nothing we can do to change it. I told you I was sorry and that's the best that I can do. But sure, what ever floats your boat.
[Anonymous]
o my little nerdy val, shed no tears.
there's nothing wrong with being "sober" a majority of the time, in fact i envy people that know when enough is enough.
stand up for yourself.
bush rocks, figuratively and literally.
i am drawing a blank right now so i'll end this, but i'm sure i'll think of more clever things later.
rock on.
Ya know I'm not being an ass! I'm just simply saying. I look at things alot different that what I used to. Sorry if it offended you. But what has been goin on with me lately that you're so upset about? I'm perfectly fine. Thanks for caring
[Anonymous]
I am not a criminal nor a lame ass friend. Sorry, but i don't see it like that. I know I was late gettin to Concord, but Tommy had to get some shit straight. (You know what was going on with him) I'm not acting as I'm doing you a favor, cuz if I didn't want to or ne thing like that, then I fuckin wouldn't. So ya honestly need to chill out a bit. I'm sorry but ya do. Later!
[Anonymous]