Long, Long Weekend

by valerie102
Listening to: Bush
Feeling: mellow
I am melancholy for no reason. I dunno. I don't feel like I have any control over my own emotions. But I guess who does? I saw my brother this weekend. Maybe that's part of it. He's just 2 years old and he's the cutest kid I've ever seen and I'm not just being partial, you can ask w1ck3d69120. He is gorgeous. Anyway, every time I see him it's like this big fat reminder that my life could be totally different and that there is nothing I can do to change it. Sometimes I feel like my fate is already set in stone. Actually I feel like that all the time. I have a general sense of hopelessness. I hate that. I also hate whining about it. I will stop. I swear. This week is going to be spent in quiet reflection. Maybe this will work. It probably won't. I'm not much of an optimist.
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there isnt anything you can do about that feeling but you can try and be positive cause nothings ever gonna be perfect you just have to learn to ignore the small things and look at the big picture and if its not great hey youll get through tough times
thier this guy that i like and he likes me and we both know that and then he tells me about soem other girls and stuff about his x and it really gets me that i thoght he was difrent but guess not so yeah !! it's say and now i wannt get over him but i still like him and it's like right their when you cant let go of a person and my x died which was the one that i really love so then ... i
read the one below this first ..... so then i think about my x gets me even more depressed cuz he is dead and cant do any thing abotu it so sucks alright girl later you cat picture is cute
babies are pretty cute

party on!
[Anonymous]
That's why people like you need people like me. I'm the eternal optimist even when circumstances are dire, I'm sitting there with a shit-eating grin thinking that it could always be worse. Maybe I'm just stupid. :P
Cheers.
aww, thats a bummer to hear, and thats funny that you were talking about fate in your entry because i was thinking about it today too and wrote my thoughts on it in my entry, i think or mabey i just thought them, well anyway i tho ugt that you have a lot of choices, everyone does, you choose this path and it takes you this way and this path takes you this way, there are no mistakes though, cause in the end they all lead to the same place, exactly
where youre supposed to be, so dont worry too much about it, life is set up so that its impossible that you fail...and how can you be sad with that header pic of yours...very cute!
juliette and valerie love themselves.
allways.
ahhhh, la la la la, dont say the b word....
look we are all bi-polar, the world is "bi-polar" because we all have conflicting emotions. when people stop, thats when we should be scared. people take medicine to cure them of being human...dont buy into it. youre okay and you will make it where youre going and the long way isnt always bad, usually there is nice scenery along the way.
your friend,
juliette
aww, im so glad i could help and thanks so much, thats so sweet...
it is a conversation, its a commentation and its the same thing, and whats the stupid internet anyway? nothing thats what and we ARE friends and youre gonna be great, no matter what, youll be great...
so there! stupid non great thought!
-juliette
thanks, uhh yeah not everyone will put up with your dancing monkey ideas! thats the test of true friendship, if they go running in the other direction then mabey they are not in it for the long haul...
-juliette
oh my god girl! get to work!!!!
:-p