I'm feeling better thanks to Juliette. Today I wanted to be a better person and I wasn't. I wanted to get all dressed up and pretty but I didn't. I wanted to just watch my soap opera in silence but I couldn't. I wanted to be married with kids but I wasn't. But what I did do was live another day the same as always and that is a little comforting. Rhythms and patterns suit me. I think I'm dull. Maybe, maybe not. Okay, next subject: I hate the name Lloyd. Sorry if that is your name but I can't stand it. What if I decided to put two v's in my name? Vval. It looks ridiculous. You can't just double up on your first letter, that's cheating. I don't know what your cheating on but it's cheating none the less. Who thought to do that in the first place? I would really like to know the reason. Maybe it's a good reason. I thought maybe it was because of the other letters in it but then Boyd doesn't have two b's. Who decided to gip Boyd. If Lloyd gets it Boyd should too. *sigh* Sidenote: I never said why my title is It's a Zoo. Work is a zoo. I hate it. It's busy and boring and hot and depressing and all the things that make me cringe about adulthood.