So today was a total bust. I got up early and went to the library which was totally useless due to the fact that our library is a joke! Then I went to the party for Ruthie and it really sucked. All of her annoying friends from when she was a kid showed and she barely said hi to me. That's cool I guess. It was her birthday but it was kind of insulting. You know? I've been friends with her through everything and she can't drop one line to me? Whatever. Then we went to Walmart and I saw my best friend from junior high through high school. I haven't talked to her since 11th grade... well actually since her boyfriend threatened to beat me up. She got pregnant and dropped out of school now she's the typical skank. When her boyfriend was insulting me she didn't even say anything. We were supposed to be best friends. She's such a punk. Anyway, I just ignored her and she rolled her eyes. I'm kinda freakin out about getting the tatoo Monday. I know it'll hurt but I'm nervous that it will end up looking like crap. Should I go through with it? Here's a song I really like: VOICES CARRY 'Til Tuesday In the dark I'd like to read his mind but I'm frightened of the things I might find Oh, there must be something he's thinking of to tear him away when I tell him that I'm falling in love why does he say hush hush keep it down now voices carry I try so hard not to get upset because I know all the trouble I'll get oh, he tells me tears are something to hide and something to fear and I try so hard to keep it inside so no one can hear hush hush keep it down now voices carry He wants me but only part of the time He wants me if he can keep me in line hush hush keep it down now voices carry hush hush, darling, she might overhear oh, no-voices carry he said shut up he said shut up oh God can't you keep it down voices carry I wish he would let me talk. It's from the 80's and it's just cool. :-)