Listening to: Various R&B Tunes
Feeling: good
This weekend Jenn (w1ck3d69120) graduated. Anyone who reads this should go to her diary and congratulate her. That’s an order. :-)
But that was the least exciting thing that happened. Due to a confidentiality issue I won’t divulge any details. I’ll just say that I wasn’t bored and that I came very close to physical violence. Which I am totally against and I hate that I sometimes feel the need to pummel deserving jackasses with small brains and stalker tendencies. You know who you are.
Anyway, we rented movies and ate popcorn and had a good time. I didn’t get to see Harry Potter 3 over the weekend like I planned but what’s new about that? My plans are always screwed up. I shouldn’t set plans in the first place. I should just plan on wondering aimlessly through life. That’s what I end up doing anyway.
I’ve decided to force myself to write again no matter what comes out. I’m sure that it’ll eventually be good and I’m not going to worry about it. I’ve already laid a rough outline for a suspense novel down and I’m working on the character profiles. It’ll be called “The Museâ€. It will suck. I know it and that makes it easier to accept. Then I’ll go back and flush it out. It should work…at least it used to work that way. Oh well, we’ll see.
I’ve been working nonstop on poems lately. One after another. Inspiration is flooding me now. I used to pray for it and now I don’t have time to pray. I bought a notebook on Saturday and 20 pages are already full. I love that. What was my muse’s name? Metatron? Alex, was that your pick? Anyway, Metatron is being very good to me.
I’m going to make a promise to my diary (which I always keep) that I will stop feeling rage toward a certain someone I know. This person never fails to send me into a fit of hatred and disgust. He is forever irritating me and making me wish that we had never met and, as far as I’m concerned, he is probably the only person I would just let die if given the opportunity. I know that he won’t be in my life forever and for that I am truly thankful. I also know it’s wrong to harbor hatred so right now I am letting it go. I will just detest him and his whole life-ruining family for the duration of his short storyline in the book called “Valâ€.
:-p
Boobies.
scorpios are very very sexy...
i dont really know how to describe the laugh, but it always makes my heart smile when i hear it and i think automatically "gemini" and feel instantly bonded with that person...
my ex boyfriend is a gemini so ive heard that laugh a lot and it just makes me feel at home when i hear it.
must follow val's commands.
will leave comment for jenn.
so i see overall things are good.
harry potter 3 actually looks good, although im not much of a fan.
ok secretly i am.
i think you should write whatever comes to mind because your mind is wonderful.
and yes metatron was his name, although i may have jus spelled it incorrectly.
o my poor brain.
and dont sell yourself short, i mean the idea for harry potter had to come
most people dont believe in all that but i do.
you like strange people right, people that are in trouble in some way...thats another trait, you like to save people.
man, im finding out too much now mabey.
did you know that a lot of serial killers are pisces though so watch out!
spooky.
i was jus about to come back here and tell you the same thing about commenting at the same time.
oooo you are in my head girl.
to happily loathe someone all you have to do is (1) smile whenever you see said person (2) jus keep remembering how much said person sucks and be happy that you dont suck nearly as much and (3) be content with the fact that karma comes around
or something along those lines of course.
and as for hatred well, some times you jus cant help hating.
i usually like to stick to happy-loathing though.
or making fun of the person any chance i get.
be constructive and let it all flow my dear.
rockonandoutandoverHEROval