Okay...long entry. It's been awhile since I've written one of those. But here goes... Today was an okay day. I went to all my classes like a good girl and was back in my room by 2:30 in the afternoon. I watched some TV and took a shower and now my hair is a big, knotty mess. For those of you who don't know, my hair is long, curly, and totally OUT OF CONTROL! I would cut it but then it would look like an afro or something. Moving on... I am listening to "I Don't Wanna Be" by Gavin Degraw. It's a really great song. The chorus goes like this: "I don't wanna be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately, All I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind, I'm tired of lookin 'round rooms wonderin what I got to do or who I'm supposed to be, I don't wanna be anything other than me" That is how I'm feeling lately. I really am tired of living my life like I used to. You know, I'm Val, every parent's dream. It gets annoying. I read an article the other day in one of those teen magazines. It was called "The Accidental Virgin". lmao I laughed my butt off about it but now that I think about it I am totally an accidental virgin. I'm way too picky. Maybe if I had just settled for one of those weirdos who liked me in high school I would be set now. The thing that really freaks me out is that all those guys are MARRIED now! Married. Yikes. Just typing that word scares me. I don't think I'll ever get married. It would be too hard to trust a person so much that you actually marry them. And forget about me changing my last name. I don't understand that whole concept and why guys care one way or the other. Leave me some comments on it please. Is this long enough? Ummm... I'll just add that I haven't watched GH in two days and I'm going through withdrawls. Must see GH. :-)