this is my last chance to make things better

Feeling: hopeful
They're going to make it. They're really going to make it. And I couldn't be happier or prouder. I'm home from vacation. My sister is a fun single girl. I had forgotten that over the past four years. Jacksonville is so beautiful. I hated to leave it, knowing that we can't ever go back to where we once were. The condo is being renovated and then rented. Maybe one day we'll go back to Jacksonville. Another beach. Another beautiful horizon. Another chance for me to look up into the clouds and want to be swept away by one. I look into the sky at airplanes and every time I see an airplane I think of the time Emily wrote about driving down a road and seeing airplanes and wanting to be in one going away from everything. It's amazing how I still feel like that. I'm so nervous about flying, but I know that it will make me so happy. One year is coming soon...I don't know if I should be sad or happy. Maybe both.
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