spin a little tighter

In less than 48 hours, I will be typing from this computer in a room in Brookside 4, while hanging out with Daniel. Tonight was hilarious. Belinda, Kim, and I passed the phone around talking to Daniel. I have such weird friends, but Daniel thinks he'll get along with them. He seemed really excited for me to get there. I think he's lonely since all the other soccer players live together and he's just a walk-on. I will miss everyone. Today was my last day at work. I honestly won't miss it at all. I don't miss one facet of that place, because it was such a cause of stress in my life. Tomorrow I will go to RH's pool party and then have chicken enchiladas with my family and then go have one final night of contemplation with Belinda at Barnes & Noble. It has become an amazing experience to get to know all these people so intimately sitting in a café on Friday nights, drinking coffee and reading books. And to think it just started as a stress relief for a mother, a daughter, and a family friend who genuinely enjoyed the company of one another. Who would've thought a simple invitation during a boring Christmas party would turn into almost five years of fights, Frappucino, laughter, and secrets? Who knew that these people would find their greatest joy and comfort in each other? Who knew that this would turn into something that people asked to come to because they needed a place to vent, a place to destress with people they genuinely liked? It seems like all my entries now end with somehting philosophical and deep. Tonight I just don't have one.
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awww. *hugs*
[Anonymous]
Wow. This is tragic. At least you'll still be online though, right? I mean... wait... you WILL be online... right? LOL! I LOVE YOU!!

xoxo Cate
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