Haven't updated in a while. I dunno, I'm getting sick of cutting my wrists and then having to hide them. I wore a band-aid to work on the weekend and I'm sure so many people saw it, but no one said anything. They're attitudes changed when they all saw it though, they were open and chirpy when I started talking to them, then the went all cold and stiff and stopped talking to me. I don't get it. Are they supposed to do that? Well I'm really sorry for exposing them to that. I sorry for being real. I should get a longer shirt... Oh yeah and I have a cold. And shingles. Isn't that supposed to hurt?