So stressed lately. It's awful. Way too may assignments and exams. I'll be finished high school forever in about 30 school days, It's so scary. School's pretty much made me who I am, it doesnt seem right leaving it. I'm scared of change, thats my problem. Sigh. So I have a boyfriend, he's sweet enough. But as previous mentioned, I think I'm in love with someone else. It's awful, I dont understand why. I can't tell him, I cant let him know, a relationship between us would never work out. Still...