Bad day. I'm so lonely. There are so many people in the world. Too many. Why can't I be important? They're all so beautiful. They're all so deserving and so much more wonderful than me. I'm nothing. He shouldn't be wasting his time (and money) on me. I've only had 4 hours sleep and I've been walking around for 12 hours. I feel like I'm going crazy, but in an unobservable, quiet, calm way. I can feel myself fading to nothing.