He said it was immature to cut myself. He said it was immature not to trust my friends. He thinks it's my own fault that I've gotten fucked over in the past. HAH. HE WAS RIGHT ABOUT ONE THING. AND THAT IS THAT RIGHT NOW, I DO HATE HIM. I HATE THE WAY HE THINKS THAT BECAUSE I’M DIFFERENT TO HIM THAT HE’S BETTER. HE ALWAYS THOUGHT IT. HE ALWAYS, ALWAYS ACTED BETTER THAN ME. HE’S SO FUCKING PRETENTIOUS. THEY ALL ARE. I CAN TELL THEY ALL THINK THEY’RE BETTER THAN ME. BUT IT’S OK, BECAUSE I KNOW. I KNOW THAT CALLUM HAS PRIDE ISSUES, JHO’S A DISLOYAL, LYING POSER, THAT DAVE IS A DEPRESSED, DISHONEST LIAR. AND WHATS FUNNY IS THAT THEY’LL ALL GET FUCKED OVER BY EACH OTHER. BUT I CANT GET FUCKED OVER BY THEM. I CANT GET FUCKED OVER THEM NOW. HAHAHAHAHHAHA. WE’LL SEE WHO’LL HAVE A MORE FULFILLED LIFE, WHEN YOUR WIFE CHEATS ON YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS AND CHILDREN LIE TO YOU? AND I’LL HAVE PICKED SOMEONE, A RARE SOMEONE WHO I KNOW I CAN LOVE AND TRUST AND BE WITH. I LIKE MY WAY OF LIVING. DON’T MAKE ME CONFORM TO YOURS. YOU CALL ME DEPRESSED, DELUSIONAL, IMMATURE, BUT HAHAHAHAHAH, WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT, I’LL BE LESS HURT THAN YOU. I’LL LOVE MY LIFE MORE THAN YOU. YOU ACT LIKE YOU’RE SO MUCH MORE MATURE, BUT IF YOU WERE THEN YOU’D REALISE THAT MY LIFE IS VALID TOO. NOT EVERYONE HAS TO BE LIKE YOU. YOU THINK YOU’RE “HELPING” ME??? DON’T... YOU SHOULD HELP YOURSELF. YOU’LL NEED IT. He doesnt even know me. He doesnt even know me. That's the truth, he thinks things about me which arent real... and what's funny, what's ironic about this situation is the fact that he's just justifying my choice, he's proving that I shouldn't trust them.