God. I had a formal, I dieted and I looked good but I felt sick, I met a guy almost perfect for me, thing is when I got drunk and flirted with him and almost hooked up with him, turns out everyone else likes him too. All my friends got angry about it. The slutty one who always gets what she wants kissed him. I didn't. I haven't seen him since. Gosh he reminds me of Josh so much. I wanna hug him forever even thinking about it. He's a Christian however, and I'm not, at all. I'm an Atheist. I don't know how he feels about me, but I think he called me a "beautiful woman" to one of my friends and stuff. I don't really know. I don't know what I'm doing at all. What I do know is that everything is breaking apart and I'm getting angry that no one knows how I feel or cares. I also know that I have a huge amount of homework to do. I should get to it. Thanks for reading.