Well, Captian Kirk got a new job 2 weeks ago. I finally got a man that ain't a bum, but I hate this job. He is never around anymore. He leaves during the weekdays, so I only get to see him once a week. I'm miss him so bad. Having to say goodbye to him all the time is crushing me, because I never want him to go. I have to deal with it, I guess. At least, it gives me time to get stuff done, but it also gives me a lot of time to get into trouble. I'm never home when he calls, and we fight about that quite frequently. I can't sit at home though. It's depressing. I love him to death, but the loneliness is starting to set in hard core. I can't tell him I Hate his job, because he'll quit. He's happy with what he's doing, so i don't wanna ruin it for him. I'm so miserable today.