Well, what to do? What to do? Me and Kirk has been through hell together. Things happened that should have destroyed us, but didn't. But now, I'm sitting here thinking about if we are really meant to be together. He has no motivation for life at all, and I don't know what to do. No matter what I say, he doesn't listen. He's like a 16yr. old caught in a 21yr. old body. No job, runs with his friends 24/7 or just sits around his mom's house, and he has no GED. I can't watch him waste his life away, when I can't find any reasoning for him to act this way. I'm in college, I work 34 hrs. a week, and take care of my family and friends. I need someone that can keep up with my pace. My hearts still with him, but my mind isn't. I feel so alone, because me and him are leading two completely different lives. He's content where he is, and I don't want to sell myself short. It crushes me, and he feels it too. I can tell, because of how depressed he's been around me. This is so sad.