How can I love you so much When you drive me completely insane Why do I crave your touch When you bring so much pain How can I believe in you When I know you'll never change Why do I think about you with everything I do When you act so strange How come I always want you around When your content where you are Why do I look to you when I'm down When I know you'll go to far How come I give you all of me When you are so distant Why do I think you're the one to make me happy When it's only for an instant Love is always blind And that's the conclusion I drew But I will never distroy our bind Why should I when I know there is no such thing as love being true The two people I trusted more then anything in the world ripped me to pieces. The worse typical thing to happen in a relationship is your boyfriend falling for your best friend right? Well, Captain Kirk just told me that him and Drama told each other that they loved each other when me and him first started going out. Now, how fucked up is that? It hurts so bad, but I stay. I'm not sure why yet. I love him, but I want to hate him for what he did. I want to hate her too, but I can't. She was like my baby sister. I try to move on, but it eats at me everytime I look in their faces. I don't understand how they could do this to me. Drama said she didn't have anything to do with it, basically. She blamed everything on him. Kirk said he loves me and he always has, but he was attracted to her and blah blah blah. I can't forgive them deep down, but I don't want to lose them either. How could you do this to me We were suppose to be friends I was dumb that I didn't see You would back stab me in the end You lied to me all along And the most fucked up thing You don't think it was wrong To destroy everything How could you want mine When you knew it would hurt so bad And talk to me about him and say "it's gonna be fine" And you Mr. 'She Isn't Anything To Me' No one has made me deal with what you put me through But my trust didn't let me see That me and you were never true The love I thought was real Was just revenge on her This wound with never heal No matter how bad you want it to get better So when you two were confessing your feelings of betrayal I hope you knew what was going on Because my emotions for you went stale And now, I'm going to find where I belong