Everyone stop judging me Stop looking down I just wanna run free With the new me I found I was caged for so long And everyone may disapprove But this doesn't feel wrong So I feel I made the right move By busting the lock Making my own decisions And treating my social role as a crock While welcoming lives confusions I needed away from the ordinary plain Trying to be like everybody else Was driving me insane So now it's time to be myself Ever since I was 14, I didn't have a chance to be a kid. Between my family, Stank, and all my friends, I was always to busy taking care of everyone else and their problems. Therefore, I got a reputation of being the "responsible one". Well as bad as this sounds, I'm sick of being the responsible one. I've been doing some crazy stuff lately, and everyone looks at me like "What the fuck are you doing????" What they don't know is that I'm still that honest person that would help them with anything they need me for, but I want to have fun too. It actually makes me feel alive, which I haven't felt in a long time. I'm 18 years old, I don't have that much time left to be a kid. At the same time, I'm trying to settle down with Captain Kirk. It's really hard, but I know I love him enough not to be stupid and ruin it. Me and Drama are going wild before we have to get a good job, go to college, and all that good garbage. Graduation is coming soon and that means PARTY! We have then lined up already. I am worried about what my family and Captain Kirk thinks though. That's why I'm being crazy in moderation. I just want to be happy for a little while. That's all!