You talk about me like I'm a whore And it keeps hurting more and more Well, today I had enough Of you and your friends saying fucked up stuff You were suppose to trust me and love me You should have known faithful is what I'd be You should know me by now Instead, of thinking I'm so fowl I never did anything to you Because my love was always true But I won't feel bad for one more day I have no reason to feel that way You should stand up for me when your friends talk shit But you freak out and play along with it You said you need to fix a lot before we can truly be together It's to late, I ran out of hope things would ever get better Now, it doesn't matter what either of us feel Because we finally realized it will never be real You'll never trust me no matter how hard I try You'll never stop thinking I cheat and I lie You'll always say hurtful things to see my tears I'll never be worth you standing up to your fears Well, I just want you to know That you've been going pretty low That I never messed around with any of your friends That my love was always there for you at all the beginnings and ends That I started to fully trust you And I thought all the trouble was through But maybe you wanted this And that's way you acted so ignorant and pissed Maybe that's why I always got accused of things I didn't do Maybe that's why now I have to miss you This poem is like our relationship 'always contridicting itself' Because, to this very minute, I'm defending myself I'm 4 monthes pregnant, and Kirk still accuses me of fucking aroud with his friends. I would never touch any of his crackhead dirty stank ass friends. AND I"M PREGNANT WITH HIS BABY!!!! I never cheated on him or did him dirty, so I don't see why he does trust me. Plus, if he had any respect for me at all, he would talk to me like I would actually do all this shit. I do believe one day he might actually hit me, because he gets really mad. I mean like up in my face screaming and pushing me. Afterwards, he even tells me he didn't do it. What the hell! I know he'll be good to this baby, and I'm thankful for that. I just don't think he'll ever be truly good to me.