Guys are good for sperm doning And pipe smoking So, girls, if you wanna settle down They're just gonna fuck around So we gotta be sure to stand our ground Life is miserable as usual. Kirk is starting to turn into his old self again. I guess the 'having a baby' thing, and the idea of starting a family was exciting at first. I guess, it just got old to him after 5 mths. There's something fucked up going on with him. I don't know what and half of me doesn't even want to know. He's just different, and he's really playing games with my head. I feel like I'm going crazy. I'm so hurt and mad. He basically called me a whore and said I was the worst thing that has ever happened to him last night. Then, I won't be around and I'll raise this baby by my damned self. I don't need a man to bring me down. He'll be the one sorry in the end.