I've had enough of staying safe in my little shell. I've been running from the Bright and Kirk situation for way to long. It's unfair to them and me, so I'm making a decision. Right or Wrong, I'm gonna take a risk. Bright is a great guy with the softest heart in the world, but he just ain't for me. Kirk is my baby and I love him. No matter how crazy he is, I have faith in him. Brights trying to be a player and lying about it. I don't see why he'd lie. I ain't gonna get back with him. He has all right to go out and do as many girls as he can. I don't care, because I'm not with him. But if he still wants to be friends, he shouldn't lie to me all the time. Kirk did the same thing when we broke up. Bright is totally in the position Kirk has always wanted to be in with my family. I know that hurts him, but he needs to try harder. I know I've taken these boys through hell in back with their hearts, but I didn't know what to do. I was avoiding the pain for me. Kinda selfish, I know. For once, I didn't want to put everyone else before me. Now, me and Kirk will work on making things better, Bright will move on with which ever girl he wants to pick for the 50 million that are chasing him (haha), and everyone will eventually be happy. FINALLY!