i hate it here i hate it here i hate it here i hate it here i hate everything about it i hate everything about it i hate everything about it i want to turn around and never ever look back i want to go to india or germany and never set foot here again i want to go somewhere far away and never come back ever and nothing i write nothing i do nothing i do nothing i do nothing i do nothing i do is ever good enough ever ever do you care if i don't know what to say will you sleep tonight or will you think of me will i shake this off pretend it's all okay that there's someone out there who feels just like me there is but is there? to try and write it all down makes it insignificant and why can't i write what i mean it comes out all wrong it comes out all wrong it comes out all wrong speak now lose or get left behind leave me behind everyone is going all of them gone being happy would be fake being truthful wouldn't be right so what is there to say just stay silent and wave them off to accept the void to accept the void to accept the void to accept the void to accept the void * i saw this field that grew perfection full of things you do i saw this box get rid of heartache and cure cancer too when i awoke i sat there hoping this is what we'll do if we can we will leave a letter and this song for you and we'll write once a day and put it through the sea to you we'll regret all those things we thought of but didn't ever do //> regret selfish regret hollow ungrateful pathetic terrible envious jealousy 'nobody said it was easy no one ever said it would be so hard' +when the sky seems to clear who will then be left but a few me and you+ // +: calm :+ // and hold your head in your hands once again once again hear it, do you hear it? can't you hear the melody playing 'cross my heart so sing it back sing it back, loud as you can maybe i'll sing too and we'll know, we'll get it right this time ¤ with hearts and flowers