this time i was just wondering whether i would be angry. and it's the lack of anger that makes me bubble and writhe with the pain of voices screaming through the speakers. telling me to bleed, give up, cry and pull at nothingness because that's who we are. that's what we do. give up my body and bed all for an empty hotel...because it's the quiet things that no one ever knows. and it's true i love you and still do even though i'm so useless to you. it's time to move over and let her though because that's what good people do. society it tries to control all our minds but isn't that only what we've wanted in the end. with the broken dreams and all this means no longer thinking for extremes. so let the words just come and smile to the sky because what else do you have? you have you forever and ever because when it's all over i know i won't be there. so love me now while you still can before you branch into life unknown. because i love you for you, and i lie for only you. halilieu