goddamn mother effing sitdiary erased this entry. well it was about how getting drum major sucks because everyone hates me for it. if people are gonna talk smack it makes it no fun at all to win. so i feel pretty crappy about it actually. thanks guys :) whatever. i was talking to somebody today who said it wasnt at all about favoritism so suck it bitches. and he knows what he's talking about so...idk. haha my first entry was a lot nicer than this one, but oh well. when people take the fun out of really cool stuff, it makes you want to say things like "suck it bitches". so i think i will SUCK IT BITCHESSSSSSSSSSSS 0:) hahaha i'm gonna delete this entry soon, i just know it..heehee i wish every body couldve won somehow or something because then feelings wouldn't be hurt and i wouldn't feel like shit and i wouldn't be saying "suck it bitches." but as the great wise Alice says, So is life. and life is so. it is...trust me. you guys have awesome stuff in store for you so don't let this get you down. everybody can do something awesome and fun even if they don't become a silly little drum major! there's so much cool stuff in band to do so it'll all be cool i promise. and i know you guys are probably grumbling at this entry right now, but i don't know what else to write because i don't know what to say to people when stuff like this happens. SUCK IT BITCHESSSSSSS