well, i dont feel like writing all the gory details so long story short, i want to run away. i'm sick of being in this house and im sick of always taking shit from my parents. and now i'm going to rebel. the only thing that's always kept me in line was my loyalty to them. well my dad needs to be an asshole whenever he feels compelled, so he flushed his fucking loyalties down the toilet. and now they can't stop me from doing what i've been holding back on for so long. and no one cares. but shit happens i guess